Five more months

We had our 18 week ultrasound last week. Baby is doing very well. Getting big too!
We got some pictures and a video of it which is really neat.
I finally felt it kick a couple days ago. It is a weird, amazing thing. It's hard to describe but like nothing I've ever felt before.
I've been having some hard, bad days and am really struggling with the fact that I might need to go back on my meds for my depression. It's just that I really wanted to go through this pregnancy as drug-free as possible. It's hard to know if my feelings are from my depression or just because I'm pregnant and have lots of extra hormones going on. I'm going to monitor my moods and keep track of everything and talk to my Dr. about it at our next appointment. (Tiff has a great article on her Suite 101 site) It's frustrating because I was doing so well for the first bit. But I think I'm just getting stressed out about everything going on and letting it get to me. I worry about our financial situation constantly and am having a hard time giving it up to God. It's looking like we're not going to get our house up for sale until later on in the Spring or early summer. We have lots of work to do outside and don't want to sell it the way it is. Our front step needs replacing and we should paint our trim and fix up the yard a bit. Plus we still have lots to do inside and just don't have the money to do it right now. Zach finished our living room floor and it looks really nice. Now I have to do some major cleaning and reorganizing and packing. I just don't know where to start. Wendy has volunteered her services once she's done school so that will be really nice. I think if I have help it will make it go faster and be more fun. We are going to have tons for the big town garage sale.
That's about all for now - I have my last psychology assignment due tomorrow and should really be working on that...


1 Comments:
sweetie - God has you in His hands & He will always provide for everything you need...just keep giving it all to Him!
and i sure do miss feeling those little kicks - though in a while you will feel like you're getting beat up! enjoy it, cause you will miss it!
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