Trapped
Zach and I went to our first prenatal class last night. It was good, very informative but scary. Yes, they showed a video...
I do NOT want to give birth. But I don't have a choice, this baby must come out sometime and it will be coming out of me. Yep, like a watermelon out of a lemon. As we were leaving I said something like "I've changed my mind about giving birth now" and Zach said "There's no way I'd be doing that without drugs" Yeah, well he doesn't have to do it. I do. At least I won't be watching it, I know they offer you a mirror to watch but I doubt that I'm gonna want to see what's going on.
I'm really hoping to not take any drugs but am not saying that for sure cause I'm not going to be playing the martyr. I am not opposed to taking a shot of demerol or something if I need it. I am just hoping and praying that I don't have a long labour and that there are no complications and that the baby is healthy. I know that it will be all worth it in the end but the truth is right now I am pretty freaked out. That's all for today...


1 Comments:
Hey Dana. I know, the videos in prenatal classes can be freaky. My sister said, "don't freak out when they show you the birthing videos: your body was designed to have babies. You are more than able and you don't need to be afraid." Helpful advice, but the videos were still overwhelming. That being said, I survived! You have a good attitude with the drugs: I wasn't planning on using any either, and when the time came, well, that epidural was a lifesaver. The important thing is that you deliver a healthy baby, and whatever way works best for you is what you need to do.
Praying for you! Let's get together sometime soon.
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